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Yesterday blew [Mar. 27th, 2007|12:14 pm]
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[Current Mood |bitchybitchy]
[Current Music |How SOon is Now? By The Smiths]

I did good all day.
Worked out with some Cardio.
And before my family got home I only had 400 calories in me. I didn't want to eat dinner, but I got sucked into it. Ended up with about 600 calories from dinner so 1k the whole day=/.

So far today I'm doing good again.
One banana.
Two hard boiled eggs (whites only).
One cup of green tea.
One bottle of water.
15 minute walk.
I'll be doing some cardio in about an hour and then another walk later on.

I'm attempting to eat low calorie things to jump start my metabolism. I hate it:p but we'll see how it goes.
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Bread+Eggs+butter [Mar. 25th, 2007|01:31 pm]
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My Mom made some french toast today.
I mostly just ate the crust around it and gave the rest to Koopa, but I did rip apart some pieces to eat myself.
Not sure how many calories are in it.
Bleh. I didn't put syrup on them. Just did it plain like that.
Then I drank some green tea, took my vitamin and had a banana.

So that's my intake for the day. I'm just going to SAY the toast was 500 calories. Could be less, could somehow be more because of the eggs and butter but 500 sounds good I believe. Actually I think 300 would be more fair, but 500 is what I'm goiing to say.

So 500 Calories plus 80 from the nanner & 30 from the green tea = 610 Calories.

Ugh. I hope I don't need to eat dinner tonight.
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(no subject) [Mar. 24th, 2007|01:06 pm]
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I took a few bites out of it as a whole, then took off the bottom of it and only ate it upside-down a few bites. Then I took half the egg off and picked around at the rest. I chewed up some of the bacon and spat it out. I really don't want to be eating red meat anymore, but what I'm doing to make it a little easier is I'm just cutting out beef first, then pork. So far this week I've done really good without eating beef, this Sunday is when I cut out the pork.
I'll only be eating tuna for meat when it comes to dinner time.
Alright, anyway... So this is what I ate.



It's sicken to look at. I'm just happy I didn't need to eat it all and managed to give some to Mario and Koopa. My parents had bought it for me and watched me a little because my mother noticed a change in my eating habbits. I told her about the cutting out red meat again, maybe even going all the way and go vegan again and not even eat anything at all from an animal- so I hope she thinks that's the only reason for it.
Bleh, 21 years old and I still need to hide it? That doesn't really seem fair.
I'm not sure if it'll be harder to hide or easier once I move out of here and my boyfriend and I get our own place. I'd rather him not try to take this part of me away.
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(no subject) [Mar. 22nd, 2007|04:38 pm]
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[Current Mood |coldcold]

//Intake up 'til 4:40 PM EST on Thursday.

+One honey nutt oat: 15 Calories.

+One medium sized Carrot: 58 Calories.

+One leaf of cabbage: 28 Calories.

+One cup of green tea (Nothing added): Unknown = 100 Calories.

+Cups of water consumed: Two.

+Multivitamins: One.

//Current Calorie Count: (Rounded up) 210 Calories.
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Vent anyone? [Mar. 10th, 2007|04:47 pm]
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I'm using ventrilo a lot lately (for nearly three months I think) so I'm on there everyday in one place or another.

I was hoping seeing I use that so often, that I could have a find people who would be interested in meeting on my friends vent to talk about all our ED issues, give support, maybe act as a second family to one another and talk about our "progress" and be a better support system.
I spoke to my friend Tyler and he said in order to get my own channel in his vent all I'll need to do is have at least five people enter it for five days straight and we'll have it set up so we can go in there everyday we want without other people bothering us, then hopefully have it set up so someone can always be there to lend support (I know I'll always be there!).

So if you're interested, have a mic, and vent (or can download it) let me know and I'll give you all the info.
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Hey I'm new! [Dec. 31st, 2006|08:27 am]
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My stats:
Height- 5'6"
HW- 141
LW- 105
CW- 130
SGW- 120
LGW- 115
ED- Ana
Just wanted to introduce myself. The videos in this community were awesome.
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It's weird how many of these you can find on youtube. [Dec. 15th, 2006|05:23 am]
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Here we go [Dec. 15th, 2006|04:53 am]
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[Current Mood |blahBleh but okay]

I had been on a low road lately.
Due to thanksgiving and everything, I've been forced to eat more than I like because of my Mom and the rest of my family. So I've been purging on a regular basis since around Thanksgiving, and I really hated it. I hate purging just because of what it has done to my teeth over the years.
I promised myself I wouldn't ever purge again a while ago, but I had to do something. Even though I know amoung other things, it slows your metabolism down so I really just feel like I've gained weight. I hate it.

I started a fast yesterday morning, and now it has been a full 24 hours since I have eaten anything- so I'm calling this successful day one.
I would like to fast for at least 13 days, but I know with xmas and etc I can't. I'm not even sure I'll be able to make it to day two because of my Mom... she'll be home most of the day today because she doesn't have to work.
I really wish I lived on my own right now. 21 years old and I still feel as though I'm a child hiding a secret. Even though my Mom does the same thing.

I don't know why I'm not having any hunger pains yet, it's kind of making me mad. I want to feel it so I can know my body is actually doing something.

Oh and yesterday I jogged for 20 minutes, walked for ten, and did a full hour aerobic work out. I'm not sure how much water I've been drinking, and I've also been taking a multivitamin (which I'm going to start taking two to three times a day).

After xmas I'm going to tell my family I'm going back to veganism so I wont be able to eat what they eat anymore. Which I hope will help and make me feel better. I'm also going to go over to Walmart or CVS tomorrow and maybe pick up some diet pills because they make me feel better knowing I'm doing everything I can.
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(no subject) [Dec. 14th, 2006|11:16 am]
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I like the song that went along with this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpjvCeVekKg



I'll either put together or find a new layout for this community soon, something lighter might be nice.
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(no subject) [Dec. 14th, 2006|11:11 am]
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